April 2nd, 2008 Fred McVittie
(Transcribed from HERE)
In some of these videos and in some of the bits of writing in the blog which kind of parallels these videos I keep finding myself coming back to the same ideas over and over again. Sometimes within the space of a few days but sometimes over a period of weeks or even months I find myself coming back to something. and looking back over the writing of the blog particularly it’s very evident that some of the ideas that I’ve been struggling with in the early pieces of writing, or that I’ve had a very, sort of, fleeting relationship with have come back in much more solid form, or much more fully expressed form. When I think about that part of me thinks that it is like a tongue going back to a broken tooth, that’s one of the images that I have of what’s happening there. A kind of fascination with ……….. a necessity to lick it into shape or explore it internally to have a really close examination of it, but not an examination, it’s paradoxical that the blog is public and the examination seems to be taking place much more privately where the tongue explores rather than where a more distanced type of exploration might take place. I’m just wondering what happens when I do change those (entries), when those postings or these videos change over time there is, I do return to something in a different form, they change, what is happening there? I think part of what’s happening is there’s a kind of physical shaping, the hands of my thinking are going out there and ‘tweaking’ stuff, nailing bits together and cutting off the bits that are unnecessary, twisting it back, shaping it, and in some cases eventually launching it almost like a shipbuilding exercise. Certainly some of the early ideas to do with, for example, liquidity metaphors, which fascinate me,eventually are processesed and nailed together, shaped and ultimately launched as a kind of object, a kind of ship, and that’s now available as a published paper, academic paper, so it’s a kind of objective (not flotsam or jetsam) a kind of objective …. stuff, piece of objective… vessel or vehicle of some sort which is off there floating toward the horizon all by itself now, out of my control. So it’s shaped with my hands, the hands of my conceptualisation, and ultimatetely launched. So part of this process seems to be about that, seems to be about revisiting, for the purposes of shaping and finishing and ultimately launching, but part of it also seems to be about this broken tooth idea which is more to do with an internal caressing of the broken, almost a tasting of the broken (and here I’m reminded of the tongue’s other use in shaping the sounds of words)a kind of semiotic engagement with the broken, a linguistic, pre-linguistic engagement with broken ideas. keep returning to that broken idea to try to wrap a word around it. That seems to be what’s going on, at least partially what’s going on when I’m finding myself returning to these same ideas; recycling, repurposing, and rebuilding. Licking and tasting and launching.
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